Hmmm..i'm not sure wad phase i'm goin thru rite now..it seems dat..these days..my perspective on love,totally change..i dunno y..i cant say it might b coz of my PMS..coz i'm done wif PMS dis month..or maybe..post-PMS??oh well..doesnt make
any difference..or...also maybe..coz of the boredom i'm facin..i'm not werkin/skoolin..there u go..sigh..anyway,there's dis feelin..been buggin me..strikin a flame in my mind..i'm so not myself these days..maybe it was
due 2 my recent break-up...
i dunno wad i wanna do in life..yet..i mean..i dreams 2 be a fashion designer..i'm sure ya'all know dat..:)but..rite now..it seems so....hard...again,i haf no idea y..call me a nincompoop..call me a nitwit..i dun care..cant be bothered 2 gif a flyin saucer bout it..
well..apparently..almie didnt call/msg me..4 3 days already..
i'm not really sure y myself...he wanted 2 patch things up wif me..but hey...i didnt hear any news frm him these past 3 days..u know wad i think...i think..he's tryin 2 fool me..
u know..tryin damn hard 2 ask me 2 patch up..
n then...he DISAPPEARED...if he thinks he can make me
cry or depressed...think again lah...he has no idea at all...
how i felt when breakin up wif hardy...its was a triple blow ok..my dear blogmates would haf understood..
so..dis is juz nothin la..so pls..dun think u can hurt me..
oh well..i'll be juz alrite..like skru said..he doesnt need any operation soon..me either bro..any MAJOR operation dat is...
haha..
so rite now..2 tell ya'll the truth..i'm so lost my interest in gettin into a relationship..bored..period...same plain old thing..'i love u'..vice versa..wadeva..maybe..it isnt the rite
time 2 commit myself 2 sum1..i'm only 17 la dey!..
alrite then..4 now..i'll juz be ogglin at men..not get intimate wif them..:P..i'm still straight ok!...ahahah...
ok..write in later..been so much in contact wif my pc these days..feel kinda a....pc geek already..:P..
adios 4 now...